Week 3 Day1 😢😕

Feeling quite sad and miserable about the whole thing now... Mine and johns friendships seems to be non-existent. I'm afraid to say anything as I don't want to create an atmosphere. At the moment we are all doing a fairly reasonable job of getting on with it and suppressing what's going on in our heads. I was basically ignored all afternoon which is partly fine as he was working on Effie & Harriet's duet but the occasional 'are you ok' or 'how's it going?' or an acknowledgement that I was getting NO attention  and maybe a thank you for working alone for 3hrs would have gone a long way... He just seems to have forgotten to treat me like a friend and is treating me like foda. I KNOW IM NOT AS GOOD AS EFFIE & HARRIET, I said that in the audition but I am the dancer that I am.