And its all done for week 1

Some what of an anti climax tonight... Second nights are always strange but having Nita, Patricia, Pauline, Malcolm &'D@nga all watching me I thought would have been enough to give me the first night adrenaline but no... I was very under whelmed and found my mind wandering mid piece and looking forward to it being over... 

Tired now and happy to be home. 

Referring back to last Sunday's post - 

Just 14 hours to go....Worries 

Will my body hack it? - yes it did. A few more bruises, blisters, aches and pains but nothing too seriouse. The worst part is my big toes and skin off.... So sore... 

Will my brain hack it? Yes... It got there in the end. It operated slightly slower than Effies & Harriet's but then I'm twice their age... 

Will I get on with Hartiet & Effie? Got on with both of them (Effie more than Harriet I think) 

Will they be better than me? Yes they were, but I did catch up. 

Will they bond and leave me out in the cold? They didn't leave me out in the cold but feel a little bit of an outsider. 

Will John drive me mad? At times but nothing major. 

Will I enjoy it? Did I enjoy it ???? Not sure! I learnt a lot and it was a challenge that've eventually rose to. I am happy that I did it.... 

And if not why oh why am I doing it? To challenge myself. To prove to myself I can still do it, I'm still a dancer. To feel worthwhile and 'special' 

Feedback from Carrie : your lines were a pleasure, losing that bit of weight was worth it. Your  long arms and legs shone?  And you were a lovely contrast to the other two. Gave you an angular edge. Hair was great, entrance  anthropomorphic like, I didnt recognise you! I felt safe watching you and your confidence in taking weight. Timing, energy, balance, spring, travelling all as one with your fellow dancers, a professional trio. Only on a turn upstage  was there a huh!?! Moment and one other little balance I think!?!? To re-iterate I felt comfortable watching , bloody incredible extension of your little tootsies? Keep on dancing!